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fugue: a period during which a person suffers from loss of memory, often begins a new life, and, upon recovery, remembers nothing of the amnesic phase.

Syrinx: the nymph who was pursued by Pan who, to escape him, begged the gods to save her. They took pity and turned her into reeds.




I AM -
[ ] anorexic but i have bulimic "episodes"
[x] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[x]thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] wanting to be "under-100-by end of june"
[x] starving yourself
[ ] participating in a fast with other people

PEOPLE -
[x] ask if i'm anorexic/bulimic
[ ] call me fat
[x] say i'm too skinny
[ ] say i'm ugly
[x] say i'm pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[ ] say i eat too much
[x] wish i'd stop
[ ] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic

I WISH -
[x] i was THIN
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn't have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[ ] i was under 100lbs
[x] i could avoid food
[ ] i could hide what i am
[x] i wasn't fat
[x] i was pretty
[ ] i could stop

I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[] shaking
[ ] being weak, becuase i know i'm losing weight
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[] green tea
[x] diet soda
[ ] coffee
[x] laxatives
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself