The Chronicles of a Lost Nymph

So this has been an amazing year.



and it has been the worst year of my life.




ive had tons of experiences.

and i also lost a best friend.


Will him and i ever be friends again? Doubtful.

I made some other friends that i am no longer friends with and honestly? im okay with losing them.


I am however and never will be okay with losing one of my best friends ben.




Anyways here is my year in pictures... the guy thats in most of the pictures is ben by the way.

( 2009 )

Today ive had skim decaf, weight watchers 1 point creme caramel, piece of shortbread. damn christmas food im not feeling the smallest bit jolly. then lunch rolled around and out came the ham... i ate a cheese pickle and ham sandwich:(
why was it so easy before????!!
going to try to sneak out to have a smoke and just try having more decafs for the rest of the day.
arrrrr!
still frustrated that i cant'go'
ive tried everything!
i realli need to get rid of this fat
xoxo

I fucked up SO BAD!!! i was excellent all day did a shit load of walking then dinner.... lotsss of ham, then pasta salad colslaw. fucking hell wtf is wrong with me the party is friday!!!
xx